منتديات منابر ثقافية - Deferred Confession (اعتراف مؤجل)/طارق الأندلسي

The more time gets shining
over my destiny
The more your love increase
in purity
deep in my soul
***
Every night feels lonelyness
feel the space tight all around
gets narrow
more narrow
And i see only you
lifting my life
with your tender hands
and leave
***
Whenever i commit a sin
and my life gets containated
with wrong doings
you come closer and closer
And you emerge with
chastity and purity
in my soul
***
As much i tried to live
the separation,and forgivness
see my soul going back
to dance in your space
moving towards you
remembering the small details
in our much memories
***
I love you
This love word is very young
it contains
thousand knives
all of it inserted in my heart
so when i just
can't love you
***
Whenever i decide
traveling to a new land
and absence in it
I feel tightend
to the land you walked on
I see myself prisoner
in a small memories
which brought us together
on a cold evening
and i can't leave
***
When i said:
I love you for the first time
I thought your love
will be as much
the size of my heart
And when your love
decided to leave me
I thought that
it will take my heart and go
Oh my God
your love
took all my world
and left
succeeded me
left me strange and single
Oh my God
How great was your love
***
Your absence was unfair
It took my soul
and left my body behind
what,if it had taken both
and was more mercilessly
***
The road that
brought us together one night
still i visit every night
to ask
Oh, road
Do you remember
***
In an attempt
to write this morning
I tried describing you
in a few words
But my feelings
did not help
I tried to stop
I was not able to
I was gifted one word
to include you
and it was
My "life"
***
Forgeting you is stupidity
and not loving you is madness
And staying away
is suicide
So tell me
what shall i do

( On the shores of narcissus )

Tarek

20/5/2009